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Is there anything left in this world...
I am trying to answer that question still.
2 years after divorce. After bankruptcy. After loosing my sanity. After injuries to my head and legs. After all the pain and suffering that is fatherhood. After all of the bullshit in between it all.
...is nothing. Alone. Defeat. Sour. Pain. These are my new friends.
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Been awhile
I am sitting on a lawn chair on the back porch of my lovely gf's parents house deep in the prarie lands of Illinois. She's I. The shower preparing for a goregous day today. This moment in time is serene, so I am compelled to write about it.
My life is reached an apex that years ago I thought was never possible. I feel as though life is beginning to ( Read more... ) -
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Fill this out about your SENIOR Year! The longer ago it was, the more fun the answers will be!! Thought you all who knew me back then might get a laugh out of some memories! Share yours ( Read more... ) -
I think i was avoiding this too but i'll do it now!
RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you ( Read more... ) -
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most of what i said previously was said out of spite. i think i really didn't know the extent of this relationship until it was sorta tested on my accord ( Read more... ) -
new years resolutions
I'm going to go purchase some dead weights Saturday, and some supplements and get my ass back in shape again. I'm so SICK and TIRED of being 10-20 lbs over my avg weight. My legs are strong and always have been cut, it's just my abdomen and arms. My shoulders and back are pretty strong too but can take some work also. I'm focusing on the gut and ( Read more... ) -
Something magical happened last night.
I met someone last night. Main street, St. Charles. She is beautiful and absolutely awesome. I spent all of the night with her. I am taking her to her favorite resturaunt tonight ( Read more... ) -
pouring light into the dark corners of the morally unjust
(***I am actually quite bored as of the moment. I can't wait to play some hockey again tonight, albeit at Great Skate...eh.***)
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i dont feel that tests today really reflects true knowledge. most are just a test of memorization. how worthless ( Read more... ) -
This worthless patch of thoughts just for you to heal...
So, I totally epic failed today! I totally forgot that i was taking two tests in my Human Bio and Comp Sci class today. So i fucking sucked on both tests. Now, for some odd reason i felt decent on most of the questions on the Human Biology test (mostly about genetics, DNA, pedigree, cell division, etc. etc.). That stuff is very easy anyways. The ( Read more... )