you're such a fucking hypocrite.

Oh i had alot to say ( Read more... )

i got a call back from the job i went for. i got it. i applied at a daycare and went for an interview today.. it went good. hopefully i'll be working both jobs by the end of next week. i feel like i'm falling apart and nick is the only thing holding me together this time.

so, i've been spending the past few days with nick. i slept at his moms house with him last night because he got stitches in his leg and i wanted to be there for him because i love him. today we spent the whole day together. we got into a minor fight which was my fault but by the time the superbowl was at half time everything was perfect. that was ( Read more... )

so it's been almost 2 years since i've written in this. and i'm not completely sure why i'm writing in it right now. but i am, so idk. alot's happened in the past 2 years. alot of bad, not alot of good. i looked back at all the entries previous to this one and i just stopped and though, "wow.. i fucking suck at life." i'm immature. i thought so ( Read more... )

what the fuck do i do anymore?!

hmm...

he sucks.

seeing you cry makes me feel like saying sorry.

idk what to do right now.
i'm so confused.

omg... i thought i liked someone but i was rightly mistaken. i told him like an asshole too... and he just looked at me like "awwm an this sucks" and like, i slept with him... and all i thought about was Matt Milewski and how much i miss him.