Come out and play for awhile..

[nirvana695]

I guess its time for my feelings to come out. First of all, I feel sad. I dont like feeling this way. I dont like feeling pain, I dont deserve pain (although not completely true). I was bored, then I read Desiree's old Xanga. I read from 2004 almost till present. Sucks. I'm supressing this therefore it will be cut short

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[indecisive11]

hey there. i liked your screen name, and your photo- therefore i was hooked, and sinkered. i saw that you havent posted since sept. i truly do hope that you are feeling better than you did on the day..or night.. or week- perhaps your still feeling like shit. theres something you need to know man, --the way you feel, or want to feel-- that can only be changed and adjusted by one person. you. it made me hurt to read your words. made me want to toss a sympathetic noose around your neck, and ask you- "this what you want?" i know its not. and i know its hard.. wandering around in the realms of the pitholes and socially dead atmosphere in ones mind. you (we) create this, what seems to be safe, haven- that is nothing more than mutilating and sick to our own minds. i want you to get out of that place. im sure your amazing.. i dont know you, so therefore i cant say-- but i can assume, for i have been through this entire post.. and i want you to know- that talking with someone WILL make you feel better. this is my promise to you