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from sh
Chris is much happier now, I love him and he loves me. no more emotional wasteland. hehe.
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everything is broken
well brandy left me because she was not happy and i was not able to make her happy so now i have been a lost emotionless phantom and i have been around un-noticed for so long nobody there to guide me and nobody there to help me with anything why am i here in my eyes i am supposed to be dead already because i have diabetes and i am only alive ( Read more... ) -
yay or nay
well i called the b-unit this morning at like 9 and she got all pissed at me and i didn't know why she said that it was because she was tired and whenever she called me and i was tired i never gave her n e shit i just tried to stay awake for her and payed attention to every word that she was saying so w/e . i WAS pissed but then i was like "what am ( Read more... ) -
fuckin shit
what the hell do you think when your lover won't kiss or hug you and then makes a big deal over it when you wear eyeliner god she is so fucking retarded somethimes i just wanna draw eyeliner all over her face lol -
shit
am i ever going to be happy? -
ugh
well yeah me n brandy r good we were bein stupid n we just thought that it was dumb to be mad at each other for a stupid reason so we stopped and now she's pissed for another dumb reason so w/e i don't care i'm getting tired of it n for all you journal whores *you know who you are* thanx for the responses lol -
my in bed score........why am i posting this?
80 something romance
80 something sex god but it was lower than the romantic
70 something bdsm
and 30 sumthing percent for a virgin
oh and let's just add this for kicks, Who thinks that Brandy Cole is a BITCH? :) -
bleak
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crying my ducts dry
well i just can't see straight and i can't really breath but who hasn't had one of those. where you feel like your heart is gonna explode? as you know i don't make long entries but i just am so insecure about everything in my life and i have so safety or real feeling of how it is to have something that you are sure of. -
shit
well let's see i've had this account for almost 6 months roughly and this is my first entry but nobody will ever read this i mean who would look to see if i have ever wrote n e thing i only have this cuz ppl want me to see their blogs. i guess a pic just inspired me to write in this fucking thing. i saw a pic of elli and dan kissing and it made me ( Read more... )