Starting tomorrow, I decided to stay away from downloading and watching variety shows/dramas/anime for 3 days. In the beginning i was thinking of doing it for a week or a month, but then i figured it'd be impossible cuz i'm sure as hell i'd be downloading stuff tomorrow's afternoon. So yeah, i sincerely hope i would success...i need to buck up and ( Read more... )

hello LJ, i've missed you I swear. I'll be finishing my practical training in less than a month, gosh it feels like only yesterday i first stepped into that hospital, all awkward but thankfully not alone :) Working as a pharmacist assistant trainee has taught me more than everything i should know regarding medications - i've learnt to socialise, ( Read more... )

I truly miss blogging my hearts' content, without having to worry about what if someone i know read this blah blah. I think it's time to write again. I just wish i could be more decisive on what to write and avoid letting my entries left as draft for infinity~

Yesterday was my final project presentation day. I don't want to think much about how the presentation went, in fact I was so bothered about other stuff. And about other stuff i meant, GOSH EVERYBODY ELSE IS WITH THEIR FRIENDS AND I'M STUCK HERE ALONE FML. Lets start writing down my misery from the start, shall we?

So I went to the campus with my ( Read more... )

I worry too much. I'm scared when have to adjust in a new environment. I hate it when I have to rely on someone on something important. I hate it when I feel helpless....these are the things that might seem petty to others, but it stress me out to the point i would cry. Like right now :'(

Kita selalu nampak orang sakitkan kita..tapi kadang2 apa yg ( Read more... )

I am so glad i went through high school during the time where fast internet connection isn't that big of deal yet. Imagine if I have to struggle between studying and downloading all these insanely addictive veriety shows, chances are I might not even get into the college i'm in now. I'm horrible at disciplining myself, and.............i have no ( Read more... )

 Many girls of my age, when asked what are the characteristics of a guy they want to be married to, will answer that he
-must be RICH
-must be HANDSOME
-must be (fairly) religious
-also understanding, patient, supportive etc

Who doesn't want a husband with characteristics of all those right? Especially for someone who's full of flaws like myself, ( Read more... )

 I'm back! like for realz! aha so my 4th semester has ended a few days ago...and i left my alma mater for 2 years, now i'm back at home. however this semester break will not be the same as before, as i'll be starting my practicals in 3 weeks time!! i'll be a training assistant pharmacist at a government hospital (somewhat) near home, can't wait! [ ( Read more... )

So i am currently living in my college's dorm and my broadband connection is extremely crappy in there, can you imagine how hard it is to surf with only GPRS connection available? Effing GPRS man! So i had to go and sit somewhere in the open space just to surf the internet. Hmph. The only and best way too look at this unfortunate situation of mine ( Read more... )

i have like 5 days left before going back to college. omg i seriously feel soo miserable. Here's why ( Read more... )