Maybe last night's dream was a sign of a goodbye
That it is finally time to let go
That it is time to move on, properly So it started when I found his new SNS account. It was recommended to me a few times, I opened it of course. Nothing interesting. The first time it was public then when I opened it again it was set to private. I'm alright with ( Read more... )

I was awaken in the middle of the night by the intense itch on my arms. I started scratching them, then my calves itch, and then feet. Littles spots of blood started to appear. It's bad but it's hard to stop ( Read more... )

Last night I dreamt about a guy. A guy named Jung Dongsu. Yup that guy with the unique voice and a sweet smile in Produce 101 Season 2. I remember we were running, I was kinda chasing after him (playful kind of chase not the saseang fan kind). Then I contemplated about something. I contemplated about whether I should hug him. And I did. It was a ( Read more... )

I just want to write these so I could remember them when I’m feeling down ( Read more... )

Dear future husband ( Read more... )

Sedih, insecure..perasaan yang tak dapat dipisah dari hati anak muda, termasuk diri aku. Aku sedih sebab aku suka seseorang yang aku rasa terlalu baik untuk aku. He's wayyy out of my league. But then I ask myself, why am I sad over something like this? It's not like I confessed and was rejected. Of course not, I'd rather be buried alive than ( Read more... )

Kelakar. Dah screw up pandai nak cakap bila gelak sama2, bila ada masalah tertunduk lah apelah. Dulu bila aku tanya apesal tak setel ko amik mudah, siap buat gurau lg pasal screw up tu. Dah besar lah weh, dahla masalah tu ko yg buat sendiri, tak malu ke nak salahkan orang? Kau nak tahu kenapa aku diam? sebab aku tgh tahan dari cakap padan muka, ( Read more... )

So today after performing my Subuh prayer i went back to sleep. I woke up after an hour or so to set my phone's alarm and and i slept again. I dreamt about something both mind-boggling and heart-breaking, it started with how i was late for some family day event. It was held at some island (in the dream i think of it as langkawi) and we're supposed ( Read more... )

So as it turns out i've declined the offer to uni padjajaran and accepted uni gadjah mada's offer. So yeah, in 10 days i'll be flying to indonesia to pursue degree in pharmacy. It's going to be the first time i'll be that faraway from my family, and i sincerely hope everything is going to be fine, InsyaAllah. Compared to my other coursemates, i'm ( Read more... )

I got it! I passed the entrance exam and i got the offer to enroll into Universitas Padjadjaran to study bachelor in pharmacy! *happy dance happy dance* Alhamdulillah, God has given me more than I deserve :')