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[niteklub]

There are so many things that I want to say but I can't think of how to put them. I have seriously restarted this entry 3 times and nothing good has come out of it yet. Shannon's entry really inspired me to write something

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[weetziebat__]

New friends ARE good..I learned that too. And I know what you mean, I connected with them more than I had my old friends. But that doesn't mean those old friends aren't still my friends, and that just because I have new ones I can't have the others. I can't tell you what to do, but just know that.

[toasthesnow]

uhh duh! i mean, good call. DUDE, everyone still thinks i'm weird.

[anonymous]

sorry that i tied you down. i thought i was just being a friend

:(

im happy for you that youve gone out and done things for yourself.

i cant say ive done the same and maybe that makes me a bad person. but i like my old friends, which arent my old friends any more. theyre just aquantinces. and that sucks. i can meet new people but therell never be the same bond that i had with my old friends. i miss you guys. alot. ino it may be selfish to say i want you guys back, but there was no reason to not be there for you guys. yes i ino ill never see you guys after high school and it eats me up inside. mainly cuz i dont see you guys now. and i hate it. and now im the only one that cant drive and it blows. id be there more foryou guys if i could but its just not up to me. i wish i could still be there, a shoulder to cry on, a laugh to laugh at, an ass to grab. but its all gone and im crying.

thank you courtney

[ghostupon]

AWW! everyone's crying lately. because we have something in us that knows what we have and knows what we will lose.

[niteklub]

dude, I didn't mean being tied down in a bad way. I love the all the memories and good times that I shared with all of you. my life wouldn't be the same without the people I grew up with. and just like meghan said in her comment, just because I have new friends now doesn't mean that we still can't hang out. it may be harder, but it can work. and the time spent will be just as fun.

I miss the old times we had and the heart to hearts and stuff. If we can't gain that back I still hope that we can have something. Even just one connection. It's worth working on because I want to enjoy these years while they are still here.
love,courtney

[ghostupon]

i congradulate you on this entry. i will admit, on the other entries like this one you've written i have been offended and thought they sounded sort of [what's the word?] hostile. THAT'S IT! but this one made me smile a lot because it was gen-tile. i realized the same things and for the past three days it's been nothing but crying and crying and more crying. it's good to make new friends and i enjoy doing it, but it's also good to keep the old ones. instead of having one or two friends, i have eight or nine. okay, so it's not that many more but i need to do it. i want to talk to you about this because i feel like you wholeheartedly just don't like me anymore, but i like you. sometimes i don't know why, but i do. and it upsets me. but friends can make everything all better. as an old friend, i hold you near & dear because although it's not the same as it used to be, nobody can ever take away my past, no matter how proud or ashamed of it i am. everything i've said has come from my heart, not my head. love, shannon.

[casino_steel]

im too tired to cry and why