i admit... to abandoning THIS. at least for a while. i think.

dammit, my hands are cold. so are my feet. i think i have permanent freezing disorder. for real. i was supposed to get my time but it never came to me and now i'm pissed. but i'm not pissed. i do miss it though :'o( so the past few days have been halves and i am delighted at the time that i get to take naps in, in the afternoon. i also started ( Read more... )

wow, everybody has a xanga and it's making me the opposite of jealous. me and kate know that we will never convert... it was traumetizing enough coming here from teenopendiary. oh jeez. i've been wanting to write in here for a long time but i never got to it. i just wrote one huge paragraph deal and realized it sounded like an essay, so i'll say it ( Read more... )

1. number of star companions

>if more than one: tidal interactions would disrupt planetary orbits
>if less than one: not enough heat produced for life

2. parent star birth date

>if more recent: star would not yet have reached stable burning phase
>if less recent: stellar system would not yet contain enough heavy elements

3. parent star age ( Read more... )

i just had one of those WEIRD realizations... the kind where you go "i'm alive... for REAL." do you know what i mean by those? but i realized that no matter how hard you try, you can never escape yourself. you'll always be you and you'll never have anyone else's life. it's not possible. isn't that crazy? and i also concluded that modern satanism is ( Read more... )

genuineness has
nothing underlying
except if you're like
most of us, your layers
are callous and
cold-blooded

contrary to what this entry used to say, i just realized something huge. an anonymous noter and myself helped myself realize it. haha, that was confusing. but anyway, i have .2 seconds to write this before i have to go to work so i will say what i want to say quick. instead of being down on myself all the time, i just need a hobby. for a long time ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

i encourage everybody to be weird and truthful... but not hurtful. how's that for advice?

i learned something new today... this WHOLE time i never knew what "potpourri" was until a commercial said "pope-er-EE" and showed the word at the same time. i thought it was so different, but it's not. i also figured out that i like the show survivor and if i had more time i would sit down and watch it religiously every night it was on. maybe in ( Read more... )