Well things are getting better.  Rich and I are moving to a bigger apt...  but its further up the hill of doom..  but its worth it.  it has wood floors and big windows (for cross ventilation...) a tub, A GARAGE!!!  woohoo.  i will have my own personal parkingspot inside (no scraping this winter!  woohooooooo)  problwm maybe no free internet but i' ( Read more... )

 trying to wait patiently....  hoping the clomid is working...  should be ovulating any time now...  sex is not as boring as I thought trying would be....  so got this candle that drips massage oil....  mmmm.  searing hot massage oil... then a heated little pack massage helper...  mmmmmmmmm   good after noon activity I swear ( Read more... )

so it is the day before thanksgiving.  I figure I should remember what i am thankful for.

1. my mother and her ability to thank me for reminding my sister of her birthday.  I was the first to say happy birthday and I felt bad for not sending anything but she didnt care.  she was happy I remembered.

2. my dad and his infinite wisdom and support of my ( Read more... )

so it's been about a month since I last posted ( Read more... )

we are going to vegas right now... to sell his X box and stuff... I feel guilty now... but he says it's not because of me. but because it causes him more stress than pleasure. I think I fall into the same category.

too much shopping these past few days. spent too much money. but I am happier... I think...

Blah ditty blah ditty ( Read more... )

okay so I'm getting my little depression again. I dont know what it is but I'm not too friendly lately. I dunno. But I'm not going back on the meds. I'm not. I'm not anxious just depressed. Feeling like the fat cunt that people are saying I am. I know they don't know what they are talking about but thier little remarks are getting under my ( Read more... )

bah!!! they would want to higher him after he took and passed his Army thingy!!! wahhhh!!!! that is sooooo crappy. because its the place right in Granville. it would be so perfect!! oh well. it's up to him.

my co worker twisted her ankle today... the same one!!! I couldn't help but laugh ( Read more... )