callin out your name, your face is everywhere i'm reachin gout to you to fin dthat your not there, i wake up every night to see the state i'm in, it's like an endless fight i never seem to win...i can't go on, as long as i believe, i cant let go when i keep wondering ( Read more... )

Ya know what i hate?! this fuckin economy!!!!! its all gone to hell in a handbag and were forced to ride it out.... go government...you bunch of pencil pushing fucks! it would be nice to try and get ahead in life but that so far seems to be completly out of reach... i wanted to do an online course....tihnk i can? NO! why? cuz there is no fuckin ( Read more... )

Well for yrs i've bottled tihngs up, i've kept not only my own secrets but a massive collection of other ppls secrets as well who confided in me over the years. But there comes a time when even the strongest of vaults become beaten and worn and the stability and security it once provided begins to wither and fade away. This is only a tip of my ( Read more... )

Well then, holy hell it's been about 5 years or more since i've been on this thing, There is a dirt load to say but to much to type... I've been living in town now for the past 5 yrs or so, give or take a year ( Read more... )

would you mind if i pretened we were somewhere else doin somethin we wanted to, cuz all this livin makes me wanna do is die cuz i can't live with you and you don't even care, would you mind if i pretended that i was someone else, the courage in love and war, i used to think thats what i was but now this lying hurts to much andi don't know what for ( Read more... )

Hey all just up really late had nothing else to do so i tohught i'd post in here....i've had a really interesting week not gettin into details cuz nothing is for sure lol so anyhow i wrote a few poems over the past lil while out of nowhere...here are some poems if you want to take a look.....(Whenver I).... Read more... )

hey all what up...long time no talk...so much to say so lil space lol.....Guys thanks for the awesome time downtown right jason!!! hahah i ordered 130 bucks in tequilla shots ahahaha...make no wonder my throat hurts.......i can't wait for our next drunk eh guys!!! i am broke up with my gf so i'm free oonce agian lol....break out time ahha.... ( Read more... )

Hey all, it's been a super long time since i updated this but i guess i should write sometihng in here for those of you wondering bout me lol...There are alot of things thats changed in my life over the past few months...for one me and Melissa broke up. It was decided between both of us that we were better off this way. We were just to differant ( Read more... )

Well here i am agian, it's been awhile i know but i'm back lol. I had a rough day at work today i got sent home cuz i was getting sick and shit so that kinda sucked ass, i've been under a shit load of stress lately and it's been boggin me down and pissin meoff to a very large extent. Me and hunt are dyin with some kinda crap we cought ....lovin ( Read more... )

Well today marks yet another day of sorrow for me and my family. As of 3:00am Saturday morning my uncle gerald passed away making that 2 out of 3 of my dads side dead. The first to go was my dad, then now my uncle gerald whom i kinda looked up to cuz he resembled my dad so much but now he has been taken away from me also. This life is so cruel and ( Read more... )