i forgot i had this.  does anybody read these anymore?

i wish i had been able to stay at NIU.  i really liked it there - the people, the atmosphere, the campus.  i guess i feel like i got jipped out of a lot of really good friendships.  i would have given anything to be able to stay in SAI at school, but Columbia is lame.  i've been thinking a lot about the school lately, obviously if you know me, you ( Read more... )

hey, are you guys okay???  i'm not sure who still lives there, but let me know!!!  amanda, lil, steve, everybody!

next week will be the third funeral since i moved here.  i'm destroyed.
anyway.
i feel like i could be achieving so much more.  i feel like my wings are clipped.  i can't get away, i can't progress, i can't live out my potential.  i'm completely and utterly trapped.
i need a change of lifestyle.

well she was precious ( Read more... )

"Walking Is Still Honest"

Dear mother,
This is just survival.
Cannot promise your children everything,
But you would lie so they can sleep tonight.
Defeat tasted nothing like you said.
Still 22 days left till the end of the world.
My legacy was making you a man
For a justice I could not change.
This is one voice not to forget;
"Fight every fight ( Read more... )

I GOT A NEW JOB, FUCK YOU PIZZA CAPRI!!!

burning man, 2008.  who's up for it?
here's the website:  www.burningman.com
2008 dates aren't up yet.  2007 dates haven't happened yet.  check it, yo.

I was coming to the end of a long long walk ( Read more... )

Under twenty thousand tons of brick and stone,
She carries all the weight of her own world,
But somewhere deep inside,
Beneath the cartilage and bone,
Beats the battered heart of one little girl alone.
She is sweet, like ( Read more... )