Ah. how do i feel? i dont know. it kinda sucks. but yea i had a weird dream last night. i dreamt that my snake changed colors...and then my cousin was flirting with camille and then monica was saying that i was flirting with him (but hes my cousin? ew) and then i said fuck you to monica really loud and almost started a fight and then some lady that ( Read more... )

yesterday was interesting...i went to sectionals but no one showed up so they were cancelled. oh well. then i went with josh to smoke at jessies. it was fun..but megan is a bitch. i have never gotten high with her and i havent even hing out with her and shes all tellin josh that im using him for his pot. thats so stupid. if i wanted to do that i ( Read more... )

She shines in a world full of ugliness
she matters when everything is meaningless

Sometimes, its just that nothing seems worth saving
i cant watch her slip away

i wont let you fall apart

i cant still feel you, so far away

and i want you....you are the perfect drug
without you, everything falls apart

oh my GOD!!! if only i could repeat the conversations zack and i have. jesus christ on a white, white cracker. we are gunna hang out soon and its...yea. ooo...fun. ::twitch:: so yea. smoked my drooo today with mark erin patrick josh and jese at jese's house. once again. it was fun. as usual. and as usual...erin got really high and didnt stop ( Read more... )

so yesterday sucked...but it was good too. we took that fucking gay ass PSAT shit. it was interesting....at lunch hanna was acting really weird so i asked her what was wrong and she got this look on her face and i knew she was about to break down...so she said "i dont want to talk about it" and walked away. so i went to lunch and erin had skipped ( Read more... )

oh my shit. so i totally talked to zack last night. wow. yea it was really fun because we talked about lots of shit. like fucking. haha not really...well...sort of..? yea hes so single. yay. fucking shit my cat just hit my snake in the face with her tail. what a douchbag. CUM SHOT! OK...zacks a hottie!

I LOVE ERIN!

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OMIGOD! wow. i am officially a LOSER! ok so today was fucking awesome. corey told me he broke up with his girlfriend. whoopdie fucking doo. but then lisa comes up to me and is like hey, do you know zack young? and im like oh fuck heeelllllz yes nigga. ah. then shes like..he wants you to call him. AAAHHHH!!!! my dream came true. jebus. ah he is so ( Read more... )

My gramma sucks dick. she doesnt shut the fuck up. ever. jesus. wow so yesterday sucked balls. i mean...it was good because i smoked a lot of dro with josh and zack and..yea it was fun. but then i went to seans and they wouldnt let us in because it was a "small group" but there were like 20 people there. then i find out hanna got let in after i ( Read more... )

Hm..so i went to the "pep rally" today. and when i say "pep rally" i mean going to josh's then going to get hanna and take shots of vodka and smoke weed at jese's house. oh yes. thats definately my kind of pep rally.:)bitchessssss. ok yea im really high. i went to seans today. it was pretty dull..but it got a little better by the time i had to ( Read more... )

I had a really fun dream last night. i was walking with hanna and my mom and we were at a really beautiful deserted beach. it was blueish green and really deep..i looked over my shoulder and all i could see was the white sprays of mist coming from the waves. then i looked over and there was this fuckin huge ass waterspout like 20 feet away. it went ( Read more... )