We seek to understand what we see. Sometimes that is the always the case...

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What do we do when things are not clear? You seek to make it clear. I have been on vacation here in PR for about ten days. It's sure have been a stress free trip. I have come to realize that what I truly seek is a Hispanic girlfriend. I love where I come from and I want my child to feel the same. It's time for me to find my soul mate. I want to ( Read more... )

No matter what road I take I can't escape this feeling of emptiness. The last time I felt true happiness was 5 years ago. When I dated Rachel I did it to fill a void, one that was in my heart. The void was never filled that came out of that relationship was more pain. It push me to my inner most self where I let anger and fear rule. To this day the ( Read more... )

The path I walk is one full with mystery. I still feel empty after all these years and for some reason I can't find my way. As everyday goes I feel that I'm losing this everlasting battle of fate. No matter what I do I have no control. This feeling of emptiness is still hunting me. Why is it that when I try to find that one special person she I'd ( Read more... )

Why is it that the past two years of my life have been empty? I want to fall in love with someone all of my friends say I'm looking in the wrong place. That k should stay away from work, but in reality that's all I know. A part of does love Evelyn but I know that is a losing battle cause no matter how deeply she cares about me she is afraid to ( Read more... )

What to say. Sometimes I feel like the world is crashing around me. I don't want to be here anymore. Two and half years have past and I feel like life is getting worse. Lies are what I see around me. How do I move on? In reality it has been at least 5 years since I have felt real love. I want to feel that agin. The question is how do I go about ( Read more... )

Why is that every time I try to find happiness it never works. I don't what I'm doing wrong? I feel like should just give up. All I have is time that is the one thing that is constant. The choices I can make is to either confront her and come out clean or let time decide but how much time should I give? To make things more complicated there is ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like the choices I make r not the rights ones. But at the same time I feel like if I don nothing then what is the point of living.

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The real truth is that I live in a world of darkness. My life goes by and I am just standing there on the side lines. I feel lost and I don't know my way. I know deep inside that there is someone I can turn too I just don't know who that person is. Maybe be changing who I am I might find the right door to walk through. I guess it's time to see the ( Read more... )

What is true may not be the real truth. Sometimes we need to believe in what we don't see.

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