Smack me in my face

Self-love

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Self-love

Self-hate

Self-love

Self-hate

Put me in my place

i dont uderstand how even if i should be the happiest person on earth, and even though ive been given so many second chances, im still so unhappy. im so unhappy to the point where i cant even express any sort of emotions anymore. i feel like ive tried everthing to make it better and it never gets totally better for me. im just such a self absorbed ( Read more... )

i feel so unhealthy. marger is upset. so we're doing cords tonight. even though she did them last night. i think shes going jen on me. sucks. i really wanted weed but i couldnt get any. so mad about that. but oh well. its raining out.....la dee da. i simply must do soooomething with my hair. its being obstanent. SAT words. i think ima go see the ( Read more... )

I'll never get back with you. Never shoot smack with you. I'll let you go for good ( Read more... )

ok so marger comes over. me and marger drive to her house. then we walk into red bank to find someone who can take us to a party. ANY PARY. but theres no one in red bank. and then we called bob and he is an asshole. so then we go back to my house. and we try to walk around LS and shewsbury to look for a fucking good time. there are none to be found ( Read more... )

oh i feel its time. time to update this littl;e kitten caboodle i have here. so there are no weapons of mass deistruction........ IN MY PANTS!!!!! i think i wil also play fishy. thank you for the idea marger. who has a little package in her panfts ( Read more... )

i have no life. and apparently everyone else except juan does. lol. so imma do this thingy ( Read more... )

mother fucker. im so ignorant. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. ...... boys are for losers. my fucking birthday is on monday. and me and fucking Spazz-o are gonna get shit faced tommorow damnit. i was gonna hang out with Alysaa tonight. but she fucking wont anser her phoone. fuck fuck fuck. i want to get fucked up. right now. fuck. im far to angry. =)

i thought that i could do everything right this time. but im falling back into old habits. but im not gonna get really spazzy about it yet. i'll just do the deed and have it done with. maybe i just need to get it out of my system ( Read more... )

because i had a horse show. ouchy. shadow did good though ( Read more... )