yeah i like him. but its okay, because he's the only one that doesnt smoke menthols. i miss that feeling. again ( Read more... )

..you have never been in love until youve seen the dawn rise behind the home for the blind ( Read more... )

i think i noew have an understanding (if only that) of what heroin addicts feeel like. because you shoot up and then you throw up. but it doesnt matter because you just wanna do it again and again. but im not on heroin. heroin's a pretty word. fucking gorgous. wow i havent been drunk in so long. but i dont like it as much as being high. i hate it, ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt you were still around. and everything was okay again, like how it use to be. and when i woke up i really thought it was. but then i relized it wasnt, and had a breif moment of regret. but its not how it use to be, it doesnt upset me as much anymore. it was just random that this happend because i havent thought about you in so ( Read more... )

i think im sick. i hate being sick. i wanna go see teh casuilties in november.....its not gonna happen

YEAH I USED TO LISTEN TO CRAZY TOWN!!! and what , what yuou gotta problem. they were the shit when i was 11. i thought i was fucking hardcore listing to crazytown. YEAH THIS THE HOT MESS RIGHT HUUUUR ( Read more... )

i like bleachers and jellies
and i dont care man, nope i dont care about the past. tonight i am no longer mad a t ANYONE THAT i was previsly mad at. I LOVE EVERONE
i have fleas

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why is it that i always, have to have some dude to obsess over. WHY ME! and its always the same story. for the past 4 years. over and over again. why do i do it? i think ive just gotten comfortable with the emotional abuse ( Read more... )

i keep hearing music, but i dont think its real......i haer carnival music, and heavy matal....wooo im fucked, i get so paranoid wens i smoke......WHERES MY MARGERAT......i love her do death i honestly do!!!i love everone! i wanna fuck everyone......no i dont! i wanna love em......peaches was a good boy, very vulomptuos, very solid build, and bun ( Read more... )