sometimes i wonder if im stupid for hanging onto things from the past. they used to mean a lot to me. they still do - but they dont have the same charm or glittery feel ( Read more... )

Im cold inside.
im distraught and anxious about exams and about uncertainties.
i try to breathe deeply, to relax my muscles and to pick myself up.
i tell myself to take it easy and not be so uptight, but i can't seem to do as im told.
im not a quiter. i wont just drop the ball. but i wish i could. that i could retreat and fully recharge the batteries ( Read more... )

it seems theres been quite a bit of 'down-ness' on the friends page. i just wanted to hug everyone and say i wish it could be otherwise ( Read more... )

The sound of your voice at the end of the day ( Read more... )

im crazy for a guy i barely know, barely talk to, and as of late - barely see.
wtf happened to my rationality?
'just roll w/ it'? i can't roll much farther - this is going to my head

ive started sitting in the back of the lecture hall. i'm not sure if its an attempt on my part to withdraw myself from people more, or if its my silent plea for someone to notice that im hermitting ( Read more... )

im in way over my head ( Read more... )

i was walking down the street and this guy was on his bike going at full speed and signing really loudly.
i couldn't help but make me smile.
those are the things that make the day worth sticking through.
thank you self-confidence.
:)
mom and dad are coming up tomorrow.

Im supposed to be working on an assignment for thursday for my psychiatry elective. trouble is, i've been 'supposed to be working' on it since i got home from class -and by now it should be long finished ( Read more... )

so there was this comparission between midterms and getting shots. it's a prick, it hurts for a little bit and then it goes away.
its not going away anymore and im starting to not feel so hott about it.
ive gotten myself into a pretty fucking big shit hole and im gonna have to get myself out pretty damn fast.
i haven't figure out my means yet ...