guys ive met here are so 'gentlemanly'.

to all of you who've bugged me ...
ive conformed to the norms.
you may find me on facebook.
Facebook me!

"ridiculous crush" guy has really pretty green eyes. (and blonde hair, and really nice muscles :-p)
we worked out together last night :-p (by chance)
and sat next to e/o in class today.
hmm.... to ask for his s/n / number or wait still (i think ill work out again a few more times to see how it goes :-p)
(quoting caro) "EEEEEEEEPPPP!"

ill have to do this tomorrow because otherwise ill be running on 5 or less hours of sleep ( Read more... )

i am Determined to Succeed, despite road blocks and personal pressure.
I dont know how I'm going to do it or where I'm going to start, but I am going to pull through.
I WILL pass first semester, and everything WILL be ok.
so here goes nothing. its all up hill.
and i will eventually make it to the top.
Now i've just got to believe it - and in myself

im becoming disheartened and slightly depressed by the brilliant minds that surround me. people who can do so well, i work so hard and dont get anywhere near the same marks ... and i wish i could, because this just isn't gonna cut it.
:s
back to the books.

i keep having weird dreams.
im not remembering them all - like the one i had yesterday, but it woke me up again.
the one i had this morning - -sigh-
blah.
i gotta pull my shit together. this isn't cool.

i have never really had to defend my heritage or my religious upbringing. i have never felt particularly ill-treated because of my religious association ( Read more... )

i watched a movie called the Magdalene Sisters tonight. its based on a true story and was very moving/almost shocking. about a convent in the UK which was more like a prison, for women who committed 'sins'. the last 'laundry' was closed in 1996. that astounds me ( Read more... )

this week has been from hell ( Read more... )