today fuckin sucked........som,eone got my hopes up for me to go somewhere and then she actually asked her parents and they said no.......so ya i have that goin for me already......umm i hung out with blake today and went to jenna's pool(me and blakes friend)and umm i dislocated my shoulder again...that sucks!!.....then went to the coast guard ( Read more... )

I LOVE ABBY MORE THEN NE THING IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU HUN!

so everything is goin awesome now.........i forgot my password in here but i remembered it so thats tight.....abby is prolly the best thing that has ever happened to me!!!!! EVER!! i mean it kinda sucks that we cant see eachother alone ne more......but our parents will get over this stage soon......i mean soon enuf my parents wont even have a say ( Read more... )

im not gunna find anohter person....i was just mad but i need a change and i need one to happen fast or there is gunna be a major problem i cant go on like this......im losin it and i dont think abby is the best thing for me right now......i mean i pour all my heart and love into her and what do i get in return....she stays the night at ryans house ( Read more... )

ok well i wasnt mad until i learned that abby got drunk went to a party with ryan lloyd then went to another party with ryan lloyd and flirted with my friend dan hammerberg..........he better not of tried top hook up with my girlfriend or its gunna be over.............for him and her........i dont kno what i am gunna do ( Read more... )

this is my journal..........day one i guess.......i dont really need a journal but i just kinda have one cuz i want to be able to talk to people cuz i have no friends and no life......haha......well ne ways today is saturday and me and abby got into a fight last night cuz she went to a party and slept there......im not sure whether or not she did ( Read more... )