if you really gotta know im not doing so good. Turned out to hurt more then i thought it would. cause i just can't handle losing you again but the last thing i want is to just be friends, we've been throught the same thing time and time again...lets pretendddd lets pretend everythings fine. put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time. lets ( Read more... )

i lied.

chapstick didn't mean jack shit and i wish i could take back every fucking thought about something good happening. what a joke.

Chappppstickkk...

i know it sounds physco but really... really.

i love being a gemini. truely truely. its weird to feel like this cause suddenly everything just feels alot better. so freaking good.

san francisco, paris, london, l.a., chicago, tokyo, bagdad,new york heres the global deejays. moskow, memphis, cape town, dallas, amsterdam, boston, ( Read more... )

yesterday was hard ( Read more... )

i can't stand to think about a heart so big it hurt like hell, oh my god i gave my best for three whole years to end like this. ----- its always you and my big dreams, you tell me that its over. wake up in a patch of four leaf clovers. ---- theres always something more you wish hed say.

hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking ( Read more... )

guyyss... i leave tomorrow.

this weekend was pretty fun. i loved school yesterday with the apple cider, the cold weather and shit. it was so nice, really good christmas spirit after emilys party. that movie was so funny.

i miss RUTHIE and BRiGGID. already. really last night i wanted to talk to you ruthie so badly. and then i missed brigids call ( Read more... )

see i used to be so shy - sit at home and fantsize- i should be your girl - but i aint wasting no more time cause ive got to make you mine.

im gonna make you want to get with me tongiht. im gonna put those naughty thoughts into yuor mind im gonna show you clearly i can rock your world. your gonna know for sure that i should be your girl

see i used ( Read more... )

You don't know how lovely you are.

nobody said it was easy

i never had anybody but being alone wasnt half as bad as being obsessed with a breathe taker, smile faker, tears alone have eaten me alive.

the hardest things to say the words that mean the most so ill bite my tounge till it bleeds and i doubt youll even know.

just figured it out... what would happen...

its a good year for a murder, shes ( Read more... )