This can't be normal. Not after a year and a half. If the 28 days to get over something theory is true, I might as well give up. I havent been this way in ages. I don't write blogs while crying my eyes out anymore. I left that a long time ago. Its 5 30am, and I have no idea what I'm doing awake, other than crying and listening to the most ( Read more... )

It feels like it should hurt. Like I should let it hurt. Like I'm holding back from reality. Honestly, it just makes my stomach hurt, just honest to god physical pain, and only for a second. But as for heartache? I have none. NONE, not even just a little. Maybe I'm just numb to it. Or, what I would love to assume is that I'm totally 100% over it. I ( Read more... )

ha. EDIT.

It probably makes me a selfish bitch to say that im glad you are moving back to campus. your apartment made me feel like we were in two different places in our lives. Im glad you are back. Im glad that you are a shorter walk than before, even. Im glad you dont have a roommate. Im just glad. Im getting a second job, maybe we can actually do things ( Read more... )

So I was thinking...

Some things are meant to happen, some things are bound to be. Love has a way of making
doubting hearts believe. Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds, some things are meant to happen.  It's written in the stars. We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. It's ( Read more... )

Well Here is an update for all of you 2 people that read this ( Read more... )

I havent written in forever... But I thought I would well... because I really dont have anything else to do. School has been out for a while now, which means ive been at home for a while. Long enough to wish I was back at school. I spent this past weekend down in Richcity with Joshua, and well.. I would like to say it was amazing and great and I ( Read more... )

So pray for me. Please.
My grandmother died last night. 
I just lost Mamaw in December...
How can this be happening?

My life= crazy busy. I have so much shit to get done and dont ask me how thats going to happen. I have 2 exams this week, and a speech sometime soon that I am super stressed out. I love talking and being in the center of attention to people I know. But to get up infront of a class and a professor and give a speech is really really nerve wracking ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you missed something? Like you were going through life, just enjoying the ride, all the while, life was passing you by just the same, but at some point you stop and feel like somewhere, somehow, you missed something ( Read more... )