Well here it is, June 7th and I'm home from spending a week with my love. It was the best week I had ever had in my entire life. I enjoyed seeing Jessie everyday and I really miss her now that I'm sitting here in Indiana alone and thinking about her. I can't wait for the next 3 weeks to go by so I can fly out there and spend her birthday with her. ( Read more... )

Today is Sunday May 29th. Jessie and I got married on Everquest this afternoon and we are very happy about that. I sit here and think about seeing her tomorrow and I get very excited. I think about laying down and going to sleep so time will go by faster, but I know myself. Whenever I get excited about something so special I can't sleep. I'm ( Read more... )

I sit here and think about my baby and I can't help but get sad. I try not to be sad, but I can't help it. I talked to her on the phone and things were going good, then all of a sudden we are mad at each other. I don't know how these things happen so fast, but before I even can make sense of what happened, we are fighting with each other. I hate ( Read more... )

I hate my life, I wish I was never born. Then I wouldn't ever have to worry about hurting the ones I care and love so much. I sit here trying to keep from hurting them and all I end up doing is hurting them even more. I hate my life, I hate the way everyone treats me. They act all nice to me in front of my face but soon as I'm gone it's nothing but ( Read more... )

Today is another day that I have to spend without my baby. I miss talking to her on the phone, I miss looking into her eyes and falling in love all over again. I really wish May 29th was here, So our Characters could get married and I would be packing to fly out there and be with the woman of my dreams. I really miss you Jessie. I sit here on ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning kind of late for work. I had been up late last night thinking of my baby and how much I miss talking to her and seeing her. I talked to her a little bit this morning before she went to school. I worked an early day today which I'm happy about because it means I would get home to my place and be able to spend time with jessie ( Read more... )

I have never done one of these before so bare with me. I went to baltimore last week and I couldn't wait to get home so I could see my fiancee again (I love you jessie). But things changed once I got home. I was asked by a friend to help him out for a couple of weeks so he could continue to work while his step-dad goes in for open heart surgury. I ( Read more... )