now you see life as an idea is understandable, your born, you live, you grow, you die. completely understandable. but why do we have to go through emotional distraught. it makes no sence what so ever to torture us before we die when im sure as hell positive that i am going to hell, to be tortured in all forms... but why on earth when we all have to ( Read more... )

im in school like now and i decided its been too long since ive updated. alot has happened i got a new "do" if you will and i mainly wear liberty spikes... i dont really have much about me thats new eccept i have zeros in my ears now. i met a few people that im very interested in but ya know how its been going so far with me and women... i lost my ( Read more... )

if death is gods way of saying you're fired i think hes trying to fire me.... i dont feel like living and whatnot cuz everything blows up in my face...like friendship... i like someone but apperently their friend dont want us to talk unless i wanna be "together" with her....FUCK

i feel a lil better i mean im still depressed and lonely but at least im not balling like a little bitch anymore... but fuck it its not worth the sorrow... NNyD

i am insanely lonely about now and i have no idea what to do about it.. i got my ex tryin to get back with me and i got someone that i want to be with but distance is a fuck head and wont let it happen... why do these things always happen to me.. maybe i should give up.. i mean honestly wtf should i do any suggestions comment them... i mean i like ( Read more... )

i hate work hes working me to death and he doesnt understand that i have a life! fuck it.... yea i saw ronnie at the fair.. it was a while ago since ive seen her it was cool to catch up with her again.. yea im out

FUCK! i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me...ive been on a fucking emotional rollercoaster for like a week now... i find that i like more people than i should and i get so confused that i wanna scream... my friends arent around my really good friends have gf's and are too busy to hang out with me... i started work...oh what a fucking treat ( Read more... )

in life sometimes you have to let things go... im letting my old fluff go cuz she lied to me.... jamie has filled in this gap of no fluff by being there for me... and i love her for that... life is begining to get better i got a job,i love school, i need a car though lol... but aside from the car things couldnt be better.... NNyD

its been a long time and the reason im updating now is cuz mike had reminded me ( Read more... )

ok i was askerd to write about how damn cool jenna is. she is the fucking man.... in a very feminine kind of way lol
NNyD