Well life is shyt to me....mainly cuz ppl aren't shyt. They betray you and the opinion of what they are. I have no more love interest but you at the moment val, every gurl i ever flirted with knows i have a baby and half have taken and we're friends or hated me but like i give a shyt. The one person i have more hope for anywayz has considered ( Read more... )

Ok after the whole chocolate experience i would think ppl are tired of gettin at me...but nah dis nigga today decided to run a lil game on me. Ok first he comes up and ask about earlier times to a movie then turns around and just ask for the movie. I dun't give out times to a movie unless u ask for a time. So he goes to door where my brother is and ( Read more... )

Well i decided dat i will keep this as a day to day journal and supanatrerul will be my person thoughts thro my eye kinda thing...

Anywayz tha day was suppose ta be my day off but i need money so fuckin bad it hurts...so i had ta work like 6 hours of my life and wasn't too bad...I woke up and it felt good ta rely on my own comp fa once instead of Corey's or ( Read more... )

Aight....been a while since i updated this and man has a lot happened. I ain't starting to tell so just deal wit it ( Read more... )

Ok my b-day has come and gone and i have to say it wasn't too bad. I had a better time wit Val and for the first time i have no regrets about what i had done and what i wanted to do. I did wanna *censore* when we were in the restroom. Let ur imgination go wild with that one. lol But all in all it was one of my better b-day expect i am pissed off i ( Read more... )

Well i will start my workout program on thursday. I wanna start and i'd like my brother to help me out a lil. I mean he getting stronger and everytime i look at sumone i feel disgust in myself. I hate how i am, my personally, my look, my hair and my body. I wanna change it all before i hit 22. But i am not saying this all in contempt, just a little ( Read more... )

Today i finally saw her.....it was joyous and i was not mad. So plzz dun't think it....just ur uncle made me a lil out cuz of his out thereness. He was cool as the guy that i meet at the bus stop and decide to chat and he was coo but he seem to made u uncomfy. I stood out and watched u leave and wanted to say sumthing as u leave but i couldn't... ( Read more... )

Today i saw this gurl...she was pretty and i have to say that ( Read more... )

Most recently (Saturday April 10th, 2004) a supposed "friend" told me i sounded like a white boy. Well first off i will be childish and say u can die and rot in hell u skank whitley...get a original name...fuckin spit. And second ask the question of how do u sound or become black? I mean how do u act or become a race or color i ask u. It doesn't ( Read more... )

Ok i am home from work and my day was as dull as usual.

I was very restless last nite and i just had read luv_blk_men Journal and was a lil interested to still see she was in pain. And how was she in pain. Lol u ebtter start laying down and i mean that cuz it starting to piss me off of how much pain u are going through. Anywayz i am talking to u on the ( Read more... )