going home for Easter weekend....dunno if i'll be able to post or anything til next week...=/ Hope everyone is doing well and have a wonderful weekend ( Read more... )

i'm dying inside....

ao many things to do so lil time...::sigh::

i am alone ( Read more... )

this was kinda random pix of my thinspiration...sorry i dunno how to put it behind a cut...=(


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after a few days of a mental break down i hope that i and recovering....well just i'm trying to make things better for myself....cant say much....because i and still trying to do a lot....been sleeping most of my three days....it all happened so fast!! i dunno i'm just rambling....basically...okay the end....(sorry this entry says nothing really ( Read more... )

no use crying over spilt milk...

happy b-day me!!!...ha! a new year for me, a neew beginning will start!! i am more determine now to become better than i was!! my first goal will be going on a fast for a few days to rid myself of impure things!!! wish me luck!!! (also spreing break is coming up and i hope i do well, hope my bf or family doesnt make me eat too much or anything!!! =

i'm fat and thats sad!! ugh!! so disgusted with myself!!!...i do so well and then suddenly something happens and i binge like crazy!! that ALWAY seems to happen...why!! why cant i control myslef!!!....i was in some communities and they helped for a lil but then suddenly i just stopped caring...and now im a slave to food!!! DAMN!!! i havent purge in ( Read more... )

i am such a noctunal creature....i sleep during the day and stay up til sunlight breaks then i get all tired and want sleep!!!...i need to get back on a regulor sleeping pattern, but i never had one of those neways...i think i mite have a problem...i think i just like having time to myself with queitness....something i definately didnt get often ( Read more... )