ummm yea....so many things to do...exams are coming up and i need to do papers and projects and presentations and ahhhhh....and then starting issues with bf but nothin major yet....bc i want to go study abroad for a sememster in Austrilia or New Zealand and well my bf and i are issuing on what to do if i do end up going...should we break up or stay ( Read more... )

had a wonderful weekend (sunday)...my bf came to visit me ^_^ then we went out with some of our friends and just reminise...good times...good times...

but now i have massive work that i didnt do...so i have to work on ALL that now...=/ ahhhh...schools almost out though which is a good thing...i'm excited...but in dare need of a job for the summer

...when you have nothing left to lose...then why is there still pain?...i guess it means that u think u have nothing left but u really do still have something left, otherwise you would feel nothing...but when feeling nothing, nothing is still something, so you will always have something regardless of what you think and feel....thus proving: nothing ( Read more... )

i just want to be happy...is that so wrong?....

I dunno why i was so mean to my bf tonite i was just in a bad mood i suppose...but then i was trying to figure out what put me in a bad mood to begin with...think think think.....my day hasnt been the worse....it was a 'normal' day...nothing special really....then i thought more deeply about it and came to the conclusion that it was bc i had just ( Read more... )

its saddening...but i care enough to care but not enough to do anything about my problems....there are so many...or maybe they just seem that way to me bc i am such a slacker!!!....i'm so mad at me rite now in a sense but then again i kinda have this "i dont care attitude" as well...i need help...maybe some real consoling would help...ha! doubt it ( Read more... )

-i'm thinking i STILL WANT to transfer....but geezzz there is so much work to transferring...not next yr though.....after my 2nd year ( Read more... )

sometimes i think ppls get so caught up in their fantasies of what they can do and want to do that thye forget to actually do what they intended on doing and it just gets further and further aways from them....i think i have this problem...ha! i plan to do so much stuff but in the end little is actually done bc i plan too much instead of doing... ( Read more... )

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well...nice easter break..didnt do much..just hung out with my bf....i really think that his mom has a prob. with me...or i dunno i guess i just do a lot of things she disapprove of...but =p i dunno....neways....went to the park on friday with bf and his bro flew a kite...lol...it was fun...then we got bored and went to bf house to chill for a lil ( Read more... )