Third day this week updating, I am on a roll (;

I have graduated, so why is the drama still following with me ??

I realize people will always not like everyone, and there will always be people talking shit, but the drama, is not needed.  I am sick of losing friends over drama in a whole, it's ridiculous.  People will always talk shit, like I said, do ( Read more... )

I'm going to try and keep up with this journal, it will last for maybe a week, or until the 30th when I start college.

It feels as if all the people that are close to me, are just leaving; for college, the service, for a better outlook on life, to stop habits, it is just seriously, ew.  I do not want this, and tonight really made me realize how bad ( Read more... )

Too much has happened since I last updated.

This will be a long entry, just for my own memory sake.

Where should I even start ?  I guess I can start with the most uprising thing I have gone through, graduation.  I, Amanda Lynn, graduated.  It is so relieving, but then again, it's a scare.  I have so much ahead of me, and so many bills to look forward ( Read more... )

Again, a long time since I updated.  Things have changed, I can't wait until graduation, but in a way i'm not.

The guy in the previous entry who I thought was so great broke up with me, whatever haha shit happens.  It started to get ridiculous, us fighting everyday, his friends for some reason hating me?  I pushed the break up a little.  But i'm ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this since the second week of school, so I guess I better do so.
This entry will be long, it's for my rememberance.

A lot has happened since then; i'm finally 18, I have a job (again), upon other things.

Until these past two days, i've been going to school everyday and haven't missed a day yet.  Last year I missed ohh, thirty-two ( Read more... )

Week 2 of school, and I have gone everyday so far (:  This year is going to be a better year for me, and I can feel it already because I love all my classes so far and I also have community service, so I only have to go to school until one.

First Period: Painting, it's going to be fun because carry is in there and this girl I just met, Brittany, she ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I update this, so I got the time to finally get on and ramble.

My summer was, shitty.  Well, most of it, I guess you could say.  That lovely boyfriend that made my heart flutter and my life a living hell with drama, we broke up.  I was happy about it too, because I had been going back and forth in my head about it for a while ( Read more... )

I have no problem with my Subject.  Tomorrow is the last day of school, and I couldn't be any more happier to get the last day of my junior year done with.  The rumor of junior year being the hardest is true, it is the most difficult to get through.  For me, I found it stressful just with my own life problems and everything else and trying to keep ( Read more... )

So, since my last update, a lot has happened.  Since my update for the beginning of the school year a lot has happened.  I'll start off by saying i'm a lot better and happier than I was about a month ago.  This year has seriously been the worst school year for me in my entire schooling.  After Christmas, everything just seemed to go down hill.  I ( Read more... )

I'm at rock bottom, again, great.  The shit with my dad has just gotten so far, and it still kills me.  I decided i'd go to Easter dinner with their side of the family, and I shouldn't have.  I have the dad that won't even acknowledge his daughter.  It hurts, more than anyone could imagine.  To go from so close that he said "I love you" for the ( Read more... )