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[no_conscience]

It's not that I'm not satisfied with my life. And it's not really that I'm not having a good time- I definitely am. I'm close with my friends and family and shit's coming together I guess, plus I have my whole life ahead of me. But I can't help but want more. I don't mean more friends or more parties, it's almost like that's what is getting at me.

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[socalled_murder]

i can definately relate

[soofuckingcool]

so that's the other end of things huh?

i'm not saying i'm super on-top of things in my life...but i never party...or hang out with lots of friends...or anything thing else...because i'm too busy worrying about taking classes i need...studying...working two jobs for lots of money that i am saving up for who knows what...and just...watching my life pass by feeling like i should be getting drunk and not remembering the night before.

weird.

[no_conscience]

Here's my advice: stay how you are. It's easy to get caught up in this shit and you know it as well as I do. You are smart for having control, and if you ever feel like you would have more fun drinking and partying you just have to realize that the only time relationships with other people will work is when you have a good one with yourself. I think you have that, and for that you are very lucky.