please dont let this week get any worse. I wont be able to handle it if it does ( Read more... )

am I falling apart?

I dont knwo what to do about allie. She reminds me allot of myself and it kind fo scares me but I am overly honest with her. I dont think she likes that. I dont know what I should do. Maybe it isnt worth it she is only here for one more quarter. I dont know. If it is worth it then something will happen.

I did something completely out of character. One of those innocent helpful but curious momments that you do when you wnat to know how a situation would feel like even if it is a little bit dangerous. Anyways these "ghetto" guys talked to me whne I was leaving Bornwyn's house last night and they needed to get a gas container it was cold raining and ( Read more... )

I dont want to disappear

thanks Rob for the talk "creation is the highest form of human accomplishment" your awesome rob i am glad you were online tonight ( Read more... )

I just got back from hamilton doing some more work. When I went otuside to have a cig Tori finally got the courage to talk to me about mudo and how she has been wanting to tell me before I found out even though i have known for a long time and she finally realized that i knew for so long. She began to say it would neer have worked between us. I ( Read more... )

need coffee
need something to get the migrain to leave
sleep is a great pass time

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to bad I am editing right now

whatev....er

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when you crawl into to bed ( Read more... )