Hey everyone if I haven't called you sorry but I am having a cocktail party at my place on saturday 9-930. There are two reasons why I am doing this. 1) I haven't seen ya'll in a long time and 2) I am shooting a documentary baout college stress especially if you are about to go into the real world. If your willing to talk great but if not then I ( Read more... )

"some men see things that are and ask why? I dream things that Never were and ask why not?"

andrew k stone

so I am retyping my script and I dont know how it really is. Every time I finish prof reading the pages I have a good feeling about it but hwne I start reading it again it just doesnt seem right. I don't know. I guess I need some fresh eyes. So who is willing to read this script to tell me how it really is? Whoever wants to can. I just need some ( Read more... )

I don't want to do any of this anymore.

I just want to disaper for a little while maybe it will make sense then.

sigh

apathy is the key to happiness.

secrets keep me warm at night.

and

Regret is only for the weak minded.

I have been down lately not for any good reason maybe I just feel worthless when I am bored. Thank god I am productive now and I am in a good mood. Allie and I are smooth now she isnt so stressed out now with her senior going on. I will miss her when she goes. On a better note Amanda said she will have drinks with me and when I saw her today she ( Read more... )

There is this painting that I have slowly been ding for the last couple of months I came to a concluson this fine insomnia hour that when this piece is finished I should have a etter understanding about life that gives me some hope which lately I have been lacking in my antisocial development. Things look better :0)

I dont feel like doing anything. I don't know where I want to be or where I can be I dont care where I a. I dont wnat to do anything

And this scares the shit out of me.

I wieghed 270 at the begining of the quarter now I weigh 218. Stress and the college diet of cigs and a potatoe

Fucking bitch screwed me over on my editing job worked on it for 7 weeks got sick she got osmeon else to finish up the l last 3 weeks screwing me over in my final project for advanced post. AHHHHHHHHHH So pissed off