I've been teaching myself how to feel lately.
Getting back into all this music I was into back in high school, when I was a sweetheart.

Yesterday I went to the cliffs, and reflected, hard.

Ill write more later

Why is the question that plagues me ( Read more... )

last night was amazing.I know its wrong for me to crush so hard on this girl, forbidden in more ways than one, but were both single, and there should be nothing unpleasant at all. Just the stirring of unpleasant feelings with some ( Read more... )

Once again to record my thoughts ( Read more... )

I was wrong, it took one setence to break my heart all over again. "Kurt you made a statement yesterday, we're not lovers" I didn't mean it like that. If we both love another, then it is what it is. I hope she heard my heart snap in two via handset, because its the last time. I do NOT deserve this, one bit. I bare a heart of gold, and devotion. Why ( Read more... )

Tuesday morning, my day off ( Read more... )

Closing in on four years since I've had the chance to update ( Read more... )

yup ( Read more... )

im officially a raging alcoholic.

damn son, my chest is fuckin KILLIN me.

my new classes are tight.....like a 10 year old.