I went to the doctor today. He got me an appointment with a psychiatrist 10 minuets later ( Read more... )

Dammit, dammit dammit. I think I'm having a nervous breakdown again. I hate how I can't control myself. I should probably go out but I'm afraid to. I can't think straight. I scratch my arms apparently when I'm having a nervous breakdown. If I type I can't do that right? Michelle gave me a few of her antidepressants to take but I'm afraid to take ( Read more... )

My heart hurts really bad again ( Read more... )

I really wish life made more sense ( Read more... )

Uhm, I had a really good night tonight ( Read more... )

NOT that anybody ever reads this anymore,

but long story short I got kicked out of my house. I'll probably be living in my car for the rest of my life now, so if you read this, and you love me, you should call me and let me stay at your place.

Thanks dolls,

James broke up with me Wednesday.
It lasted 1 year 4 months 17 days.
It's been 4 days since we broke up and it feels like 4 years.

I came across Lauren's haiku thing on my friend's page and these were the results for my livejournal name.

have yourself all you've
got is yourself honey i
don't care enjoy

Ha, how cute. Yep I'm alone and the internet even ( Read more... )

Dear fucking self ( Read more... )

For each, their own.

Love, Haruka.

I leave for Hawaii in about 15 minutes ( Read more... )