New Journal.  Again.  xi_will_attackx.  Probably The Last Time I'm Changing It.

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xi_will_attackx

"Sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
But loud and out of tune
Sing me... anything"

I really need something to do. If there is anything going on tonight, or anyone desperately looking for something to do tonight, please let me know. I'm broke, I have no plans, and I'm perfectly content sitting on the floor and watching television shows that I don't understand.

"If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I amI'll grow old and start acting my age ( Read more... )

We sent out the S.O.S. call
It was a quarter past four in the morning
When the storm broke our second anchor line
Four months at sea, four months of calm seas
Only to be pounded in the shallows off the tip of Montauk Point
They call them rogues, they travel fast and alone
On hundred foot faces of God's good ocean gone wrong
What they call ( Read more... )

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"This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face down ( Read more... )

I didn't feel sick to my stomache this morning.  I don't know how it happened.  I was still quite afraid when I noticed, but it didn't hit me as hard.  I guess last week was just a bigger shock because it was the first time in such a long while.  I don't know if this will get easier or not.

Tonight made me sad.  I ignored so many of these offers, ( Read more... )

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"Honey, I'm an open book.  A little hard to read, that may be true."

"Think of me tonight, when everyone leaves, and you're alone."