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I really don't know why I so desperately still think it could be possible to have some fun with sex. Have I grown so old in my love that this is not possible? I want adventure and list and passion and rough fucking sex! I'm a human. A young human in my prime and instead of celebrating this I get nothing. It's so fucking disappointing. Maybe I ( Read more... ) -
Sunday
Today was a long day. I got tattooed and then drez fell off her bike and hurt her ankle so we had to take her down to the ER. Shes fine its just a bad scrape. I am just very thankful it wasnt any worse. -
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I lay here in bed among the blankets
This bundle of energy wrapped in
Exhaustion
How can my brain be so vibrantly aware
When my body is so achingly tired
And so I slip into twilight being
Where half-thoughts can blend into
The wild fantasies of dreams
Bursting at the seams
With the excitement of night
I want light
I want color
I want sound
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December in Florida
Dear diary haha I never write in you. That's because I haven't spent a whole lot of one on introspection
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Today was a very relaxing day/ the constant rain puts me in a good mood. I dont find it depressing or dark. I think its refreshing. It washes us and bathes the hurt and the heat away. It is just way too fucking hot in florida I dream of the day when i can wake up and smell misty morning air. feel sweet smelling breezes as they come across fields ( Read more... ) -
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It has been a while since i wrote. I havent had the time to be keeping up with a journal. Life has been busy but busy is so much better than being depressed. I dont have time to be depressed either. I can live with that. I have been fantasizing about what life will be like when i have more kids. I know Adolfo will make such a great daddy. I cant ( Read more... ) -
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Placate and pacify
Crickets chirp their chorus
Reminding you to turn on the porch light
Don't forget me out here in the dark.
When poems ooze from the earth surrounding me
The rocks shift unsurely
They don't know their lot
How could I know what was to come
Fear anxiety bones and blood
Patterned masks and shredded cloth
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I want to absorb. To inflate. To collide. To cut away. To polish, debride. If anything can rid this feeling inside. I welcome it to stare down these bloodshot eyes ( Read more... ) -
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stars fall and fade ( Read more... )