the workshop about ending a relationship that i attended for psych taught me things ( Read more... )

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"in life, you will find that even the people closest to you, will let you down. you're really the only one who can pick yourself up."

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so many bad things seem to be happening to the people i care about.
how i feel and what i've been dealing with for the past month ( Read more... )

The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be ( Read more... )

"It's not because I don't care, because I do care what you think about me, I do. Care. I just can't tell you what you wanna hear. Which seems to be a theme in my life right now. Just because you can't say something doesn't mean you don't want to. You can want to very much. You can be with a person and be happy with them and not love them. And you ( Read more... )

goodbye to so. cal and hello to nor. cal even though i'm still not quite done with packing ( Read more... )

"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and ( Read more... )

8/7 - lunch with vandy
8/8 - lunch/shopping/movie with aunts; dinner with annie, julie, and jenn; beach therapy with andre
8/9 - lunch with psych crew; andre's bonfire; dennys
8/10 - cleaning; packing; jack in the box run with the boys.
8/11 - disneyland; dinner at bubbagump shrimp and co. with the church kids; tony stambuck's going away party.
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i'm scared to leave..
cause i've made some really good friends these past years.
cause i don't know how i'll survive without my parents.
cause i'll miss my brother.
cause i won't get to spend time with my grandma.
cause i can't cook.
cause i won't be able to drive.
cause i don't want to leave and be forgotten.

there's so many memories here.
there's so much ( Read more... )