as of tomorrow, high school will be done and over with ( Read more... )

i learned important life lessons last night;
from a complete stranger at CPK.
he was a funny guy. i hope we run into him again.

so i stopped caring.
about whatever i cared about yesterday.
forget being sad, things are too good for that. :)

with every bad, there comes a good.
i seem to forgive and forget quickly.
except for a few minor incidents.
or maybe i never care long enough to hate.
forgetting doesn't have to be hard.
i'm so easily amused.
life is good.

i wish you well.
couldnt you tell after all these years?
i wish you well.
and life in a world that you're dreaming of.
i wish you well.
i wish you love, oh
i wish myself
all of the above.

where are you now? i don't care. oh well.
your words are harsh and your face, unfamiliar.
you're not here but i'm better off.

school is tomorrow! boo.
spring break was ( Read more... )

so pretty much,
friends will try to persuade you to do what they think is "right"
good friends will support you on whatever you decide to do.

today,
good beginning to the end of having a job.
fun day to begin the rest of the week.
jenn<3danny<3paulina<3
homework
fatties.
prison break!

i'm not your competition or what not.
and i don't care if you're better ( Read more... )

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't ( Read more... )

i'm sick of feeling bad ( Read more... )

i ( Read more... )

shopping was fun.
- striped long sleeve and a beach tunic/dress.
i want so many things.

today reminded me on how much fun it used to be hanging out with chels.
tomorrow, we might hit the gym. if i'm not lazy :)
friday is another hang out day with daniel. shopping, movies, food. the good life <3

i made it out to be some kind of disease.
i was scared to not ( Read more... )

i'm going to make mistakes.
but i'll be sure to make it good ones.

i'm always so tired now.
and when i oversleep, it feels even worse.

not everyone is your friend.
most people will end up turning their backs on you.
or turn out to be fake. then again, we probably all are to some extent.
but for the ones i really trust, they've been good to me. <3

the dance ( Read more... )