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Wow...

no_ones_there Aug 13, 2005 02:46

I know exactly why I want to cut myself so bad..
For the past few years all I've ever felt was saddness. The way I've reacted is to just cut my pain away. As of late...Ive been so happy its insane. I want to figure out if its real.. Is this real happiness?? Am I still feeling??

sorry i had to write that down..

Fuck people

no_ones_there Jul 27, 2005 00:39

Ok..That's it. I am done with people. I can't trust any one anymore. All the people I have gotten close with have left me. Or I've turned on them and pushed them away. I don't think I can't stand getting so close to anyone..I've got like..issues with people. When I get real close to them..I end up hating them and push them away. I've got a weird ( Read more... )

Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel... The beating of your heart baby!

no_ones_there Jul 22, 2005 01:48

Wow..Wow..Wow..Havent updated in a while..Haha. Summers been alright. Wish it wasnt going by so damned fast!! ARRGH! Im gonna die when we get back to school...I dont wanna go. I still have to go for my permit...ahh! Oh well..Wish there was more to do..This town is boring.. I hate it ( Read more... )

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no_ones_there Jul 11, 2005 22:32

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no_ones_there Jul 10, 2005 15:49

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no_ones_there Jul 10, 2005 11:53

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no_ones_there Jun 22, 2005 18:22

Last night..I looked at myself in the mirror.. And for the first time in a LONG time..

I actually felt..beautiful.
It was a fleeting moment..because then the ugly feeling returned. But it was a lovely moment. I try to tell myself im pretty..but i cant convince myself that easily..<33

what the fuck kendra..

no_ones_there Jun 22, 2005 14:38

I cant believe i even wrote that..what the hell was i thinking?! well..there i wasnt..god damnit..i dont even know what i want right now..im scared to do things cause i dont know the way he will react..will he get weirded out? will he like? will he not like it? i dont know...i dont fucking know..i cant believe im letting this bother me SO damn ( Read more... )