Wow. I have not been here in a while. So much has happened..So much has changed ( Read more... )

Lifes changing too fast ( Read more... )

I've been tagged by lancerstfu to list 10 things that make me happy ( Read more... )

Hmm while I was too busy worrying about The Incredibles...I totally forgot about auditions. They are this week...Starting with clarinets...Shiet. Haha. I havent even pulled out the contra bass clarinet yet....UH OHEZZZ! But my piece is easy. Triplets the whoole time. With a few accidentals. I just have to work on like...making it sound powerful... ( Read more... )

10/12/05
Dear Diary,

I love him.

<33 Kendra

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut ( Read more... )

Fate has a funny way of working. It leads you to things youdve never expect. You meet people youd never think would have such a big impact on who you are. They change your life completely. Theres a funny way of meeting them too...You live in the same world..Yet seperatly your whole lives. And when you meet ...Its fate. You were supposed...You were ( Read more... )

Dont update much anymore...Meh...Don't feel like it.. I don't exactly feel comfortable writing things in here anymore. Thanks..
But anywho..Schools pretty much easy ...Ha. For now at least. I can't fucking wait till second semester. I get to take photo...YAY!!! My grandfather sent me his camera. Its pretty kick ass. <33 ( Read more... )

Hm...School basically blows ( Read more... )

I pulled out a knife last night. So tempted to create a disaster...But I couldnt..I felt a twinge of happiness....Then I was dissapointed that I wasnt strong enough to even 'cause myself a little pain..Just a little to know I'm alive. Not that I'm feeling too much happiness..But it's so strange...I havent been this happy in ages. I feel so strange ( Read more... )