So, I'm supposed to use this time to "beat myself up ( Read more... )

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I'm a smart girl. I'm capable of figuring it out on my own. =)

I feel no desire to go into detail.

I don't want my actions to be out in the open anymore. I've done some things lately that I would rather not share with anyone, and you know what? That's okay. I'm okay with them, and I don't need the approval or the negative reaction of anyone else.

Yay growing up.

I gotta learn to love being alone again. I think I need it to be healthier.

I need to start giving myself some credit.

I am valuable and intelligent. I am talented, and I am a good friend.

Not everything I do is a mistake, but when I make mistakes it is okay.

I am lucky.

Well last night was... fun... and fucking difficult.

Feel a bit better today.

I just need to remove myself from all the thoughts and emotions and memories and keep in mind that I am a separate entity from them, one that is stable and good, one that I am happy with.

Yup.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!


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Since I've been back home I've felt pretty awesome ( Read more... )