i got a new journal
the user name is
_rockandroll
addddd mmmmmeeee

FRIENDS ONLY
add and be added.

new screen name
transports fail.
add it.

k. i took some peeps off my list. sorry.
i dont comment on yours, you dont comment on mine. its only making my list look longer. sorry.
<3

this week is tearing me apart, mentally and physically. I have been taking energy boosters all week, if i don't my legs start shaking. so during the day, i'm tired and by night i am extremely tired but i can't fall asleep. thats where nyquil comes in.
I just don't want to be anywhere right now.
The days before my birthday are the most depressing

Why is this happening to me? I hate any sort of good celebration in my life. They all turn out to be hell. My last birthday, the last Christmas, and the five before that. And now, my birthday this year ( Read more... )

Holycrap. I have been so depressed the last few days.
I think it's still because of how I felt yesterday. Plus more.
I've been listening to the happiest music I can find, to bring me up... but I don't think its working.
I feel the same.

And I don't think anyone would understand...

I feel so alone.

Not that "I need a boyfriend alone"
The "I feel distant from everyone" alone ( Read more... )

today i bought one of those really big jaw breakers. woo.

i really really miss mike right now! and emily! welrjasd;lf ah. i <3 them.

I never have anything important to say anymore. this sucks.

hey well, i'm passing math. nice. everything elseeeeeeee = good stuff. i've been meeting some cool people lately.

everyone down is here is really obsessed with dating. its nothing like new york.

i miss having emily around. like having someone right there to tell everythinglike i'm too ( Read more... )