i know the entries of the past year were quite negative with a few positives here and there, and this year has been mostly the contrary. i got permanent residency, promoted in my job which mean a better work schedule, i will go home and attend the wedding of my brother and spend christmas with the love and warmth of my family... but what has made ( Read more... )

Most always the most important advice that we should take... it the advice we give to others, but because of stubborness...we refuse to take it. Always my stupid case. I told my friend Joy the exact same advice that I should be following now. I have let 6 months build up and now I have no idea how to confront the situation. But I fear that the fact ( Read more... )

I hope everyone has a happy and safe holiday season. Enjoy time with all the people you love and have access to spend time with in the following weeks. and make sure to spread the holiday spirit. Being far away from my family during these types of dates really puts things into perspective and you realize the things that really are the most ( Read more... )

my brain is playing table tennis it seems... well, not really my brain, more my heart. i am trying for once to control my heart with my brain. but i hate not letting my heart be free to feel. yet my heart likes to run in the wrong direction far to often, so i am not sure it has been trained yet to run in the same direction as the traffic. all i ( Read more... )

wow... i feel much different since my trip. and being back is making me see things much differently! but all in all, i am so much happier than i have been in a VERY LONG TIME! and i hope this trend continues! :D

the emotions have been building and building in anticipation of this huge trip home. today the emotions hit overload due to now knowing my nephew that i have been seen other than in pictures posted on facebook or sent to me via email... will in fact be at the airport when i arrive. i will be a nervous wreck at the airport. being in the country for ( Read more... )

i am learning with time the things about me that i need to change. and the number one thing is i need to be less cold with the important things... and a little more guarded with others. today on the bus i almost burst into tears thinking of my arrival to the states. i don't let the world see... but this trip will probably rank in epic proportions. ( Read more... )

i didnt want to get my hopes up, so i stopped imaging the possibility of a visit soon to alabama. but finally today, it all became a reality! i cant stop crying because i am so incredibly happy! August 31st I will leave chile for the first time since Jan7, 2010. more than a year and a half has passed. in that time, alabama won the national ( Read more... )

now the protests are growing in chile. students trying to get better and cheaper education... the protest were non violent and nice demonstrations ( Read more... )

love and hate is so amazing to me. the capacity that some people are able to feel it towards and person that the dont even know ( Read more... )