On fine spring days like this I like to strap a box of cabernet on my back, run a surgical tube to my mouth (A bit of duct tape on the cheek keeps things nicely in place) and sally out into the meadow to walk a while in the tall grass and truncheon puppies.
There are a few slight problems with this, and here are some of them:

1.) No one sells a ( Read more... )

The darkness of the night grows longer ( Read more... )

I had a random conversation this morning that has lead to this nonsense:

After many painstaking minutes of research, I have discovered what the greatest feeling in the world is. Are you prepared for me to drop this knowledge on you? Do you think you can handle it? You may be surprised by its sheer simplicity. But therein lies its power. And the best ( Read more... )

Is there anything on earth more wonderful than the Ice Cream Truck? Whatever inane tune it plays, bent by distance, a siren song. Is it coming from the next block over? Is it getting closer or further away? Will it turn onto my street or should I go madly pounding through the neighborhood, a late 20 something woman, in whatever clothes I had on at ( Read more... )

A colossal rainbow soap bubble of an idea has burst in my brain, or else I’m having a stroke... And in any case the concept is too unmanageably huge for me to dream of actually executing it, busy as I am with all the various what not of my day to day.
And so, rather than madly tossing the baggage of my life overboard, throwing my arms wide and ( Read more... )

Vegas Vegas Vegas!!  What a blast!!  I was so nervous going into this little trip....nervous I couldn't keep up, nervous I wouldn't get along with the ladies, nervous to fly!  Apparantly I was nervous for nothing.  The girls got along famously, and in the end, I out lasted every one of those ladies!  I partied hard, I danced hard, I laughed hard, ( Read more... )

BACK TO VEGAS!!!!!

I CANNOT wait for Vegas tomorrow!!  6 ladies, 2 bathrooms, booze, dancing and shopping...I'm in heaven!  I have never done anything like this before and I gotta say I'm a little nervous about it...but I'm deciding not to let that feeling get into my head.  I need this...and I'm going to live it up!

So, the doc gave me the 'ol ( Read more... )

You bottled a myriad of promises displayed along a shelf & broke them. The words contained in those jars tumbled out and shattered into shards of (never)would-be truths. But I still swallowed them up, the glass hitting my bloodstream, my heart. I was warned you under my skin would be dangerous; I'm still picking out the smaller, sharper pieces.

I suffer from depression.  Tonight, I'm going to address my daemons and get some help.  I've always been too proud to ask for help.  I'm  the type that says "i've got this...back off!"  but now, in this time of my life, I need peace.  I need to find an inner peace that will allow me to think more clearly, give more freely, act more freely.  I'm so ( Read more... )

The noise within this silence is making my ears bleed from the longing.
The smell of you, the anticipation of the smell of you burns my senses.
The light you shine into my life is blinding...
And the path is so dark right now.