Everything has changed. I haven't forgotten anything. I haven't forgiven everything.

But I'm happy...with him. And it feels amazing

I've never joined my money with someone elses before.  I've always had that bit of knowledge to myself, and I liked it that way.  But I feel like it's time to grow up.  Like it's time to get outside of myself in the ways a relationship requires.  I believe what I'm doing is going to help us.  It's a stress releiver...especially for him ( Read more... )

You lied.  Point blank, to my face ( Read more... )

You birthday is in a week ( Read more... )

I am the same song on different sides of a cassette constantly on repeat in my head.

SIDE B
I was
the girl with kaleidoscope eyes,
brushing watercolor sunsets and
painting words like poetry.
Now I am just
dull. Black and whites and grays.
I don't know
what I'm doing.
Competence and confidence in
a waning state.
Doubts and insecurities
have taken over.
I
am ( Read more... )

I will work by your side to create a wonderful life together.  You are my best friend.  I promise to encourage you and inspire you.  I will love you when our love is simiple, and when it is an effort.  I promise to love you, to be your best friend, to respect and support you, to be patient with you, to work together with you to achieve our goals, ( Read more... )

I discourage anyone from gaining information about their partner by subterfuge and espionage since snooping is a bad policy to enact in when in a romantic relationship ( Read more... )

A relationship survives because of keeping the friendship alive, learning how to fall in love over and over again, never taking eachother for granted and seeing things in a new light with new eyes

Will it really stay this way?  Is there actually no way to get over this hurdle once and for all?  How?  What is the trick?  The answer?

Why do I have to hold onto all my anger and frustration?  It does me no good...only causes trouble

In that moment, instead of making it about me and us, you brought Lucy into it...What the hell were you thinking??  Obviously that's a mute question when the answer is you weren't thinking AT ALL.  And then you say "damage control! damage control!" Sorry to tell you, but there is NO damage control for this one ( Read more... )