suck really bad. :-\

so im in my last day of freshman year at the ilstu. it was a great fucking year. every person i hang out with is amazing and i am going to miss them rediculously. 3 months without them is going to be SO weird. abbie and alli left already so im chillin with the crazies tonight.. gonna be one myself, i think :). i feel like at home i have literally ( Read more... )

It's Wednesday, thank God. I planned my schedule for next year and it is just absolutely rediculous. I have four classes Mondays (including one night class. BAH!), one on Tuesdays and Thursdays, three Wednesday, and two Friday. I like how my freshman schedule was better than this one. Oh well ( Read more... )

I woke up today genuinely happy. Yesterday I spent about 10 hours outside, I loved every minute. That is all.

Lists are really nice right now, here you go ( Read more... )

I feel fulfilled and empty at the same time. It's been awhile since I had a guy to talk to. I miss my best friends from home. I love ISU. It's 2:17 pm, and I want a beer. I might have one. I have a psych test, though. Hmm. Who knows. I don't. I had one of the best Halloweens I've had in a long time.

Next time I'm sad I'm just going to listen to Reel Big Fish.
School is going okay, but it's getting kind of overwhelming. I miss home, I miss my bed.
I hate not being able to just go hug my parents.
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So today I found out an old coworker of mine is engaged to a guy she actually met from Starbucks. He came in everyday to have his cup of coffee and study for some job. He asked her out on a date and they basically fell in love. It made me realize that love really is possible when you least expect it ( Read more... )

I just got home from ISU. I love it there, I love my schedule, I love the people.

I cannot wait. Although I'll miss Britt and Alyssa, I can't wait to leave some people behind :)

I'm really proud of myself. I haven't drank since Saturday night. That's four days. Sad that I'm proud of that, but I really am. I can't remember the last time I went 4 days straight without getting drunk. I officially know how to be around it and not drink it (tonight), and I realized I can have fun without it. Yes, I will still occasionally drink ( Read more... )