hi

i need something... some kind of a release. emotional release. to have the ability to let go of everything. important things, not-so-important things, life as a whole. forget about what causes stress, forget about the stress itself. no more worries. no worry of lies, deciet. jealousy. no fear. no fear of being lost, alone. no fear of getting ( Read more... )

8-21-05: SUBMERSED/THEORY OF A DEADMAN/HINDER

@ the Temple Club - Lansing, Michigan
Photo credit: Alicia/Me :-P

Hinder


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yep. its official.

unless someone at that fuckin school decides to be smart and schedule an Ethics makeup class before september 12th, there is no way i'm graduating on time...

we had progress meetings with one of the "counselors" at school tonight during class and i found out that i might not be able to graduate on time with the rest of my class ( Read more... )

WOW!!!!!!!! what a fuckin awesome night!!?!??! saw Killswitch Engage in Grand Rapids along with As I lay Dying and Soilwork... all 3 fuckin rocked!!!! it was defintely worth the 3 and a half hour trip (normally a 2 hr drive, but longer courtesy of construction) went with Kyle and met up with a friend that i used to go to GVSU with, GAWSH I MISSED ( Read more... )

some interesting quotes from a friends profile...

"If u smile, the world smiles with u.  If u cry, u cry alone."

"Be nice to everyone you meet. They are fighting a battle you know nothing about."

"Sometimes you just have convince yourself everything is ok or will be ok, even when you know it won't be."

"one day we'll all just disappear"

kinda ( Read more... )

wow, today was a long ass day......

woke up and my arms were fucking throbbing, along with my right hand... working in the clinic has aggravated my tendonitis and i think I'm developing carpal tunnel in my right hand *tear*

THAT'S NOT A GOOD THING!!!!!

I need my hands and arms the most for my career. (I'm a massage therapist, for those who ( Read more... )

It was an April morning when they told us we should go
As I turn to you, you smiled at me
How could we say no?

With all the fun to have, to live the dreams we always had
Oh, the songs to sing, when we at last return again

Sending off a glancing kiss, to those who claim they know
Below the streets that steam and hiss,
The devil's in his hole

Oh to ( Read more... )

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