so i have finally realized what its like for my whole world to fall apart on me, to give so much and not to be appreciated. its not like i want anything in return i just want to be appreciated....

what a good friday

hmmm so i have been sore as hell for the past month a) because my back is acting up and b) because all ive been doing is lifting weights and so far ive gained 10 pounds of muscle in the past month, crazy and people actually notice. but my back....what the hell. o well life goes on

soooo, i went to the westover airforce base last night and stayed over, in the morning i got up went to the army office signed my contract with them. at first they tried saying they didnt have an openeing for the job i wanted , but i got them to get one real quik because i was gettin mad and ready to say fuck it, so i got my job as a combat MP ( ( Read more... )

so life has been ok not much goin on, just a lot of shit with the army and stuff. i started roofing rickes house for him and his family yesterday cause they really needed it. (charity work)....so random but im like becoming best friends with jessies (my ex g/f) cousin. hes a cool guy. hmm my teeth are still killin me from football and my arm is ( Read more... )

Army....deployment august 2006

so i havent updated this in the longest time, and everyone has been buggin me to so ill make it short and sweet, school is goin good footballs goin good life in general is pretty good, totally falling for a girl i have no chance with. ahah ummm thats about all thats new in my worrld , so im out

hey yea so i havnt written this in like 6 monthes but o well i might as well now. i mostly just use this thing to read other peoples crap and leave random comments but hey .well nothing is really new. me and jessie are doing great thank god. im wicked bored righht now and im doing my damn laundry and eating candy. im probly gonna go now cause i ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'65%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh 65%Shamelessness83.3%
Has yet to see self in mirror 79.3% Sex Drive 71.1%
A fool for love, but not always77.6%Straightness21.4%
Knows the other body type like a map 44.6% Gayness 96.4%
Repressed, are we? 83.7%
Fucking Sick96.5%
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i havnt written in this ina while cause im just so lazy...well i guess im hangin out with jessie today which should be a blast cant wait. well nothin really has been goin on just a lotta nothin so im gonna go now bye..