.... a lot of time with my mind lost... I got my dream, and Im fighting all days for keeping myself  in this country (Finland).  But unfortunately I havent computer or anything and I hate too much when I have to come to the bibliotek or similar places...few time and always running... buaaaggg!

I will try write again,.,... you can be scared... ( Read more... )

Happy, happy new year for all!!!

I will be working ;-), so remember me, and drink a lot of, dance a lot of, fuck a lot of from my part too.

My best wishes, and believe!!!

Im alive, I continue fighting for my dreams...

My inspiration is gone nearly all days...but I will find it again...sometimes the problem is that I havent time...and my future is ( Read more... )

Moi,

The darkness continue here, although the sun is shining.  My eyes are shining too, a white light, like the moon.  I can fly, I feel myself stronger each day... I have lost my power but I ´ll get to have it again.

Too calm in this small village, the wind, the crows, the lake, the nights.... the mistery is in the heart.

Regards for all,

from ( Read more... )

Hi again,

I'm from two weeks ago in Parainen, Finland. Yes. With a family. It is hard in some moments. But I'm hopefully. the 28th of august I'll start a trainning of finnish and I hope to speak finnish someday to find other job here and live by my own.  Sometimes I'm searching one guilty person of my troubles... perhaps some finnish bands are ( Read more... )

Only 10 days.

3 years searching.
3 years dreaming.
3 years feeling.

Now I got it.  
I'm backing to home
(i'm feeling it so)
I'll be an aupair

Now I dream it,
3 years, 
at least,
in Finland.

3 minutes
to find a permanent job.

3 words
to find good friends.

Now I'm getting it
.....................after a lot of time

A writer, a dreamer, a little girl... is going to ( Read more... )

All nights, I'm dreaming with your death.
All nights, I'm sleeping with the tears in my eyes.
I love the peace, the calm...
but in my nightmares I wish to be your warrior angel.

I've seen my death, saving you.
One man, one gung, one shot...
and I'm in middle
to die for you
to bloom again for you.

All nights, I'm asking that it isn't real.
All nights, I'm ( Read more... )

I can't explain with words it. My heart is broke off.  Now it's the time. At the end I've my first opportunity, my first step to get my dream. A long path with a lot of dangers.

I'll be there, at the end. I'm going to Finland in august. I should be glad. I'm glad. But...I'm looking round about me.  I'll go there but I won't be free... my ( Read more... )

SANTANDER SUMMER FESTIVAL 2006 YUHUUUUUUUUU ( Read more... )

It is boring if you don't write me. what is the time without friends? What is the life? only a deep hole!! I'm crying for your words. Why is this silence? Please, bloom again in my space. Write me!

The world is too dark, too sad without your words, I'm needing to dream.

I've my window opened!

eternal kisses
blackrose

Oh my heart ( Read more... )