so here i am again ( Read more... )

I'm a controll freak by nature. However i try to cover things up or disguise this tendency, it's almost an intrinsic part of me. But then, I think that's a basic human instinct to want to handle, if not govern ( Read more... )

Hey do you know what happened to the good times? I'm tired of the eggshells we've been walking on, We've been here for far too long. We need to take action for what we've done, not act like there's nothing wrong.

woah, i just opened my sketchbook diary on a random day, "June 20th, '09"
This page is pencil crayon sketches with random block capital statements, written randomly over the page.
These statements include;-

"THIS BRILLIANT WEEK; **** HAPPY AND GENERALLY NOT GIVING A SHIT, WHILST MY HEART SPLIT AND SPILT AND WAS SPAT ON. AND HE DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT! ( Read more... )

I DON'T WANT IT TO BE WINTER.
FUCK RAYNAUD'S.
OUCH :(

It was just another sunday afternoon. Clock tick, bird chirp, intermittent markings of the time passing ( Read more... )

Well, i havn't posted a public post for some time.
I need tomorrow to hurry a-long and be productive.
I can't leave him there again, it's breaking my heart.

Wow.Phew. What a fucking mess of a night ( Read more... )

Biting my tongue and holding tightly my words, just in case the worst.
But the way things are going i'm going to place my bets on the ace.
I don't need to spell it out, if you are reading this i'm hoping you'll know,
I quite frightened by the whirlwind but far too happy to get motion sickness and bail.
Thankyou for everything, if perfect could be put ( Read more... )

When you look at this world, what do you see?

When you look at this leaf, do you see a leaf?
...I see anything but.

When you think about family do you see fitting in,  love..?
I see love, but fitting in was only ever something I could mascarade at.
Some people are just wired differently, from the way one percieves life to the way one corresponds within ( Read more... )