I don't see myself as a standard christian anymore and do not read much in the bible. I've never been happy with this faith, particularly not with its evangelical kind. It's a bullshit faith, truthfully. The catholic church can be respected, they think of the angels and see all the Jesus types and have genuine sincerity in their love for people. ( Read more... )

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lost in the caves of life
I feel like destiny laughs
and doesn't let me be
the simple free man
that I want to be

my complexity haunts me
I am afraid of the dark things here
and maybe I am not strong enough
not courageous enough
to wake the next day
and walk into a good future
(I often have no sense of future anymore)

I do not like that this world presses on me the need to look at it and have to choose between good and evil. With that I mean, I get disappointed that there is evil on the world that confronts me and tempts me to choose it, and that it even exists on Earth. I choose the good but the things of good too can be so entangled and conditioned that I don' ( Read more... )

I'm returning to Jesus Christ and have abandoned my search in other religions. I've been troubled by this for a long time, especially because I cannot easily bear the bible always. It can be such a hard and difficult book to stomach ( Read more... )

There is a lot of suffering which you can come into if you accept the bible literally and brush off ALL your doubts and don't recognize the way of reason, spirit and logic in your learning of religion. For example, many christians nowadays are very scared of other religions, and much effort is made to discredit these and not to allow yourself to ( Read more... )

I recently discovered the music of Robert Gass & on Wings of song. He is fantastically eclectic and uses all kinds of influences for his music. Like me he travels through all religions and brings out their best. Search for him on youtube and be inspired! It's very New Agey but it's also quality music. I could listen to his Kyrie all day long...

Today didn't begin bad. It's sunny weather and many from the group home will go biking today, so it's more quiet in the house. It's Monday and I have no duties. Will go to the market after breakfast to drink a coke and smoke ciggies. I still have my good mornings.

We have a fair in town these days ( Read more... )

Today I'm gonna restart blogging here at livejournal ( Read more... )