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Tonight I tried something new to me, something I had never done. Tonight I drank socially. I only had 2, I didn't get drunk, even though I was at two parties surrounded by guys. I believe the reason may rest in a certain person the night before. But that is a whole different story, and not what is on my mind and this exact moment. Being sober has ( Read more... ) -
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FUCK...I am sooo mad at myself!! Stupid stupid me for thinking that maybe just once I could have a life, and friends, and actual plans for my Saturday night. Fuck it. At work today I really tried, I said to Heather, "you want to go bowling tonight?" and she said "yeah that sounds fun, I'll get my bf to go too" I said "great, I'll gather some other ( Read more... ) -
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It's hard to really let out all your true deepest feelings when you know it will be read by everyone you know. Well, problem solved, it seems like no one ever posts here or even checks their livejournal anymore. That's cool with me...here goes my rant ( Read more... ) -
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So, after this fun filled week, tomorrow, Tuesday morning I go back to Orlando. Actually in a couple of hours now. I don't really want to go back, I don't know, I guess I have these mood swings. One day I would want to go back and feel independent in Orlando, get my photography part time job and work on my career and see my Applebees friends...then ( Read more... ) -
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Could it be possible that someone's voice could drive you absolutely insane? That two small words from their lips could bring back a rush of memories that you hate yet love to relive and can't fathom being without. Eh, I talk of my one and only, you know the person. 7 years now and still there, not strong, but there. Why do I call when I know there ( Read more... ) -
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There are just some things I ponder about. Like why Cameron tells me this story about some girl from his work that called him when she was drunk and professed her undying love for him. And not only that but apparently there are several other girl servers and 2 gay guy servers that all want badly to get in his pants. I don't know if I'm glad he ( Read more... ) -
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So Cameron is at it again, chasing imaginary dreams that will never happen. He joined this modeling and acting agency and getting really into it. He just got his paycheck from TGI Fridays today, $515, and already it is gone. $200 for rent, $250 to get his phone back on, and $20 for gas. So he has $40 left and guess what he is going to spend that on ( Read more... ) -
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Rockycat25: hey
LuCkYFlaMe721: hey you
Rockycat25: i hate my roommates so much
LuCkYFlaMe721: really?
LuCkYFlaMe721: what happened
Rockycat25: i have my door closed so they don't think i'm home and they are talking shit about me
LuCkYFlaMe721: OMG
LuCkYFlaMe721: what did they say?
Rockycat25: they are like "the other day she told me to keep the ( Read more... )
