I will start this entry saying that its been 2 years since I've visited this journal. Interestingly enough my last post titled freedom was right before the dawning of a new era. How close and far and in between I've come to it since then. A menage a trios of the search for freedom, the temptations of society and the search for inner wisdom and ( Read more... )

They say it’s impossible to achieve perfection in life... I’m not sure if that is really what i’m even suggesting is the goal in life... It is clear to me that i seek “meaning in life” I seek some form of purpose to why i should bother with life at all.What makes someone get up in the morning? [what real incentive is there?] Of course there are ( Read more... )

so its been a long time since ive even glanced at this, been a long time since i thought to even put words on paper. Its amazing what can happen in a short amount of time, your whole life as you knew it falls in front of you and your forced to deal with it. im not going to lie, ive done some terrible things to some people, and some terrible ( Read more... )

Fuck coral springs

FUCK FLORDIA

Fuck the united states

IM IN CANADA BABY!!!!

i can legally drink and guys are so much hotter.

Im  moving to canada

Fuck the US.

thats right

I WIN

Lately I feel as if life is a collection of never ending events. A cyclic of poverty, depression and struggle. I get by yes, but at what cost? I've lost friends, love and happiness all for the idea of sucess and independance ( Read more... )

really, its not something that you did, or something you failed to do....

its the lifestyle you choose to live which clashes with mine.

I don't really know what to do at this point.

I suppose things will work themselves out.

weather its for the best or the worse.

I wish I could tell you how I really feel about things, You deserve to know I suppose.

Never Again

I hope the ring you gave to her
Turns her finger green
I hope when you’re in bed with her
you think of me
I would never wish bad things
But I don’t wish you well
Could you tell
By the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
Cause I knew what ( Read more... )

So i don't really know what to think anymore, things seem to be falling apart and in place at the same time ( Read more... )

I'm going to reinvent myself.

I don't like how I feel about myself anymore, I always feel unhappy.

I need change, something new.

Maybe this will help.

I just don't know how to go about it.

*~I'm tired of writing these sad songs down on paper ,because when my tears fall they mess the ink and my piece is destroyed. Even without my tears to make rivers of these words how could they ever say anything about my heart? Ive been singing this lonesome wolf song out on the canyon for too long, my voice floating over the bitter air and how ( Read more... )